Pixilated

Somewhat unbalanced mentally...

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Yesterday...

So, I actually didn't post yesterday's post until today. I kept it as a draft for a while. Why? I kept contemplating actually posting it because all I was doing was venting and whining and such. Well, we can't always have great days and I'm working on being more transparent--you know, real with people. Yesterday was one of those not so happy, fun days. Needless to say, today is MUCH better. I just need sleep (hint, hint, Erin!). The lack of sleep makes all of my worries seem bigger and uglier than ever before. I end up blowing things way out of porportion.

Tonight, the kids and I went to a little park that isn't far from our house. Erin was asleep in the stroller while Ethan and I got on the swings. It felt so good to "fly". I closed my eyes and let the wind hit my face. I can't remember the last time I did this. It was a great stress reliever. As my friend Cris says: "Sometimes, you just need to breathe." That's what I did. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a little more calm. I might have to hit the swings again. ;o)

1 Comments:

Blogger JWY said...

I am glad you are feeling better. I totally understand how you felt. The mountain of laundry here never gets any smaller, no matter how hard I try, and I feel like I do nothing but maintain the mess, not resolve it. I keep saying we just need to go a day without wearing clothes or eating so I can catch up (basically, we would be unconscious, doesn't that sound nice?). Obviously, not gonna happen. We all have days like that, hon, and I just want you to know that you're definitely not alone! The sacrifice you are making is not supposed to be easy all the time, but it is worth it. Hang in there!

Saturday, August 26, 2006 12:28:00 AM  

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