Friggin' Answers

"Okay, that thing in the woods, maybe it's a monster, maybe it's a pissed off giraffe, I don't know! The fact that no-one is even looking for us, yeah, that's weird, but I just go along with it because I'm along for the ride, good old fun time Hurley! Well guess what? Now, I want some friggin' answers!" -Hurley, LOST

Wow, do I identify with Hurley! I'd like some friggin' answers, too! About my job that is. I feel so uneasy leaving to have a baby and they don't have anyone to replace me yet. They've known of the possiblity of me leaving since September and known for sure that I'm leaving since December 6th. My last day is April 7th. This leaves me no time to train anyone.

I'm worried that I'm going to be home with a new baby and they are going to be calling me everyday asking me stupid questions about how to fix things. I have to stand my ground. I know it's time to move on from this place. I feel at peace about the whole thing. I guess I just need to trust that it will all work out and if it doesn't...oh, well. It's not on my shoulders. God knows I've asked about every week or so who is replacing me and I always keep reminding the "upper management" of my last day. I guess it's time to take my hands off of it.

If it falls to the ground and crashes, it's not going to be my fault. I've went "along with it because I'm along for the ride, good old fun time" Rachel. I'd like some "friggin' answers" but I'm pretty sure I'll never get these. Oh, well. I guess it's not my problem to solve! :o)